dia~

dia..

fatimah hidayat..

i know i may sounds and acts like i dont really bother..

but..

i have

my reasons..

sorry..

its just that..

i know..

deep inside..

im one of the reason she's still staying strong..

no..

aint boasting..

i just know..

its not that i dont want to be in the same boat with her..

but..

i cant..

because..

im the rope that tie that boat to the jetty..

im the rope that pull the boat to the shore..

im the rope that pull the boat from sinking..

if i was in the boat with her..

she and me will both sink..

together..

but..

nobody will survive..

to u..

im sorry..

i cant be in the boat with you..

i  just can be your rope..

only u understands..