hate this feeling..

im hating myself.....
keep thinking negative things...
omg....i really hate it.....
i dont want to keep this feeling inside me.....
but.....
there's something u did makes me keep feeling like this without u realizing it........
ermmmmm.....just.....gaining the strength and living the life......

p/s : u....dont do those things anymore......dont make me think negative things....please....